MutedChaos

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To You Who Live in the Light by MutedChaos, literature

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To You Who Live in the Light

I want to dip my fingers in life's dark side, flick the dirty water in the faces of the innocent, the naïve, drown those with upturned noses whose sensibilities are so offended by the poor, the addicts, and those who simply sit in view of everyone, asking for nothing and so unashamed. Around every downtown corner waits real life, and not the sweet-smelling world you've created, lies you feed yourself in your lighted kitchens, or when you eat dinner in the artificial glow of a TV. Lies are what you survive on; they protect you as little else can. I want to wash my hands in life's dark side, I want to breathe smoke, ta

Sestina. by MutedChaos, literature

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Sestina.

Long after the sun’s wane and fall to the rise of night, of moon and stars – on a hill stands a solitary fire where shadows flicker in a wild dance, falling in with the steady heartbeat of the night, of the gathering dark. It is warm and comfortable, this dark, and within it hands twist and fall to the ground, and the next beat sees them flung again towards the stars; they live in the beat, in the dance and follow nothing but their own heart’s fire. So they circle, with steps restless as fire, and sing to stave off the dark: “I hope that you dance, that you dance, that you fall towards the stars.” The

Purgatory's Bells by MutedChaos, literature

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Purgatory's Bells

I hope the big bells ring tonight I hope they echo loud and clear Where you are no longer matters: all the bells will guide you here. So let those big bells ring again Let their voices reach you in the night You may not hear their thunder, but I know you’ll feel their might. I hope you let them sing your sorrows, I hope you fade with daylight’s break You have no more to cry about You’ve chased your angels all away. So let those big bells ring again Let them sing your life into the sky Now that you’ve seen all your chances laid out in a bloody line Let them ring out loudly; Hear them into silence fall I kn

Welcome To My Life by MutedChaos, literature

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Welcome To My Life

I wrap myself in midnight's cloak I'm sitting on my roof again The rain is coming down, and hard Maybe somehow I will drown. I can't help but hate this feeling I'm powerless to myself again I can't help but hate the good days The mirror is what brings me down. And they say, "Oh, she's so pretty!" And in my mind I scream again There are scars on both my arms I wear a prom queen's broken crown. And I don't want to sleep, you know I'll stay up all night again Staring, hating my reflection Poking, pinching, breaking down. I've given in to it, you know I'm tracing my old scars again I hate this weakness that's within me My imper

: .Broken Lovebird. : by MutedChaos, literature

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: .Broken Lovebird. :

This caged bird can neither sing nor see Somewhere there is sky above me but it has ceased to matter. This caged bird has trapped herself Now the heavens are beyond my reach, and I know there's no one coming I'll never soar again. The great mistake, I need to see, how can it be possible To love and never know? To tell the truth… this is the cage I've built for myself The bars are made of fear, You see I never want to love again. The only thing You need to know is I'm in love; it won't let go, It's of the kind that reaches down And slowly, gently Breaks your soul. This caged bird Can neither sing nor see And,

Too Late For Goodbye by MutedChaos, literature

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Too Late For Goodbye

I need someone to tell me that everything's all right That speaks to me in a voice that paints a dream of mist hued flight. His voice I know, that I have heard it I've found it once before I knew of it and treasured it before death opened wide it's door. Long ago, he was taken in a time I don't remember But his voice remains, I still long for it though it fades like a dying ember This pain I know, it never will fade Never go away But he sings to me in this peace that I have after all this made I'll always wish he could have stayed Living here with me But that dream too will one day fade Like the voice that I still need.

The Noisy Silence of Night by MutedChaos, literature

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The Noisy Silence of Night

The world sleeps, in darkness fine, A shade, a blanket, for our eyes That hides from us the things we fear An illusion of safety, for we hear: The breath of monsters, 'neath our beds, Insects buzzing overhead The sneaking creak of a rat's sure feet, And silence that's infinitely worse. And we refuse to open our eyes to see What the subject of our fear may be We haven't the courage! It takes too much might To even reach over and turn on the light An outstretched hand is an invitation For a demon to grip in eternal damnation You know you can feel the stare from the corner One pair of eyes; a soul lost to torture If you we

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To You Who Live in the Light by MutedChaos, literature

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To You Who Live in the Light

Sestina. by MutedChaos, literature

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Sestina.

Purgatory's Bells by MutedChaos, literature

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Purgatory's Bells

Welcome To My Life by MutedChaos, literature

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Welcome To My Life

: .Broken Lovebird. : by MutedChaos, literature

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: .Broken Lovebird. :

Too Late For Goodbye by MutedChaos, literature

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Too Late For Goodbye

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Mar 1
Canada
Deviant for 17 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: Guess!
Favourite genre of music: Also changes every week or so.
Favourite photographer: miamiam :D You're amazing, girl. Go find her and give her love. Do it. Do it now.
Favourite cartoon character: I'd tell you, but it's nerdy.
Personal Quote: ''I've gone to find myself. If I'm not back before I return KEEP ME HERE"

Favourite Movies

Pride & Prejudice, anything Miyazaki-made, Lucky Number Slevin...the list goes on.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Right now? Death Cab For Cutie. This changes every...eh...week or so.

Favourite Writers

Changes only slightly less often than my music tastes. Right now I <3 Susanna Clarke.

Favourite Games

Kingdom Hearts, anything Final Fantasy...Banjo Kazooie XD. Don't ask.

Favourite Gaming Platform

Playstation2. I have the big ol' fat one. I know, I know. Shut up.

Tools of the Trade

My amazing wit.

Other Interests

Taking over the world. I'm an evil genius, yes I am.

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MutedChaos

Aug 24, 2007

Omfgwtfbbq?

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I was going to make a new journal entry, but that required way too much work. So instead you get this. "Why would you do that?" you may wonder, and I answer only with this: shoes make frogtastic eating utensils, unless of course you prefer window. Then it's a fiesta! And also, there are ninjas on the lawn trying to kill me. But don't worry, I threw them some candy earlier. And as we all know, ninjas lose their ability to stop time once they see anything wrapped in shiny foil.

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MutedChaos

Jul 15, 2007

Borrrrred.

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Take a look at that smiley up there, it's like it's on some serious drugs, man. From 0-60 in about four milliseconds. Solid. I went to see the new Harry Potter movie tonight, and I must say that I am quite cross about them cutting his hair. They couldn't take away all the sexy though, and my cousin and I spent the movie drooling over Daniel Radcliffe. What can I say? The boy's a looker. And Luna Lovegood is my new favorite person. "Don't worry, you're just as sane as I am."...as she's reading a magazine upside-down. Priceless. I need to get me a friend like that. Oh wait I AM that friend AHAHAHAHA. Dumbledore's such a huge ball of awesomene

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MutedChaos

Feb 23, 2007

WHAT

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Okay, DA just ate three hours of my life and I DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE. This must be what drugs are like. "What's that? You have something better to do? NOT ANYMORE AHAHAHAHA." FYI, I apparently have a weakness for bunnies. It takes the form of things I fav'd that I wouldn't have fav'd if they contained anything other than bunnies. It has a bunny? Fav. Besides that, why did they come up in conversation so much today? It was weird. I spent five minutes or so in English discussing my rabbit...that eats meat. And attacks cats. And loves to swim and get thrown into snow drifts so she can make tunnels. And pees in your shoes when you insult her and